Sunset Glow

the sun sets, without you i become saddened by the sunset glow </3

Why did you abandoned me?

I didn’t believe, that you just up and left.

I’m feelin’ so depressed.
It’s like my whole world’s been crushed.

What should I do if you just disappeared now?
I knew that this wasn’t meant to last for long.
What ever happened to our precious love?
Now, we’re just everywhere.
But I just can’t let you go.

I put everything on the line just be with you.
The only thing I’ve got is you, so don’t go anywhere else.
But you went ahead and left me.
My heart’s still here, breaking.

You know that you’re the one I’ve been looking for.
It would be nice, playing and having fun.
But it turned out that I really wanted you.
Now that you’re not with me, why can’t I just forget you?

You’re a really bad boy, if you left me, you’d leave my world.
I’m wondering why I, don’t care if I would die.
You’re a really, really bad boy.
Where did you go?

I know I was foolish then, cause I was just abandoned.
Could it be that you’ve got someone else?
My heart’s hurting for you,
Your selfish actions screwed me up.
The love that you had in your heart, I see it’s gone, there’s no more me.
Fool, why was I so blind to see?

Reminds me of you :(

It doesn't matter what I say, don't matter what I do
Every little thing reminds me of you
It gets harder every day, I don't know what to do
Every little thing reminds me of you

is this really then end for us?

i never had then chance to tell you how i really feel.

the memory of us,

now every little thing reminds me of you.

SUPERMAN</3

DEPRESSED

I AM SO HEARTBROKEN THAT IM GOING NUTS I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF WHATS GOING ON WITH MY LIFE EVERYBODY IS LEAVING ME AM I WORTHLESS IS THAT SO I AM SO DEPRESSED LIKE WHAT SHOULD I DO OH MY GOD I DONT WANT THIS WHAT I WANT AND NEED IS JUST SOME HAPPINESS AND BEING LOVES IM SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT FUCK EVERYTHING THAT DONT BELONG HERE WHY DID YOU DO THID TO ME I DONT DESERVE THIS WHAT ARE YOU DOING STOP PLEASE HOW HAVE I WRONGED YOU I HATE YOU THAT I LOVE YOU PIECE OF A SHIT PLEASE STOP YOURE HURTING ME YOU SON OF A BITCH Please come back to me i need you, </3

Goodbye Gemok&Tembam III

To you who left without a word
Can you hear my tears right now


This lonely morning I woke up without you
After you left, the compass of the map in my heart
Has lost its way, my life was all ruined
I was unprepared, yet you still ran far away from me


My Venus, I've prayed to God to try to hate you
Because it was so unfair, because my life felt so miserable
My tone, actions, even my steps have gone away
My habits that have copied yours are bothering me
You can't be forgotten, how can I forget you?
You're on the first page of all of my memories


Even if in my craziness I feel sad I'll try to smile
I don't want your empty feelings, we're just too late
Uh if it's yours, if you're going to do whatever you want
This is the way you love? 


The time I had with you was so hard
Everyday, I waited for you by my phone
It was great when we first met
We were happy just seeing each other
Actually, I'm still like that, but why aren't you?

The memories with you were so hard
Of course it may be my fault, I'll probably comfort myself like this
When time goes by, this memory will be like smoke too
Fly far away, a new love may find me too


I wanted to see your face one last time
But till the end, there's no answer from you
Oh why are you avoiding me? Please tell me


But I love you, 
I wish you would stay here
I wish you would hold onto me
even if I don't say it
Please don't lose my eager heart 


please come back to me? :(
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Goodbye Gemok&Tembam II

my heart singing :

I feel so empty since you left me

I Wanna see your face,

It's like... I don't even know how to explain

You see what I'm sayin’ 

The memories of our love hold me back

The words that used to be sweet make me cry

Even before telling you not to go

You already turned away from me

If I could turn back the time that had passed

If that only meant that you would stay with me

I'm content with that forever

Even though a day passed, even though a month passed, time is meaningless

Although I lift up the receiver and hear you, I only hang up without being able to say a word

How can I say that I'll forget you too?

My heart is so anxious

Please don't leave me baby

Even if I remain as a fool with only tears

I can't forget you at all

Maybe I can't help it

And every night, again tears baby

Will you come back to me?

In the end, I look at a picture of us, not being able to throw it away

If it's not you, I probably won't love again

I don't want to and I can't

If it's not you now, it can't happen

Please come back here

Thank you for having made me happy

I'm sorry for not letting you love me

Even giving each other our hearts isn't possible anymore

Even when I die, I'll only love you

Even if it hurts I'll wait just for you

Just come back to me by then

I only love you </3

Goodbye Gemok&Tembam :(

Special for MNFH, aka MokkPelatt.

dear do you know, i really miss you right now

i wipe off tears with my head down, i call your name

did you really have to leave me like this

my head hurts when i think about you

you are a sickness. i lie down everyday, how many times has it been?

i will forget for a bit tomorrow then i will think of you again day after tomorrow

what can i do, my love is still valid

i believe that you will come back, i wait for you only

i love you,  you are the world to me

i scream out loud but only the answerless sunset continues to burn

 if you are feeling sorry or afraid of seeing my face

don't worry, if it's you, i feel strong

 your face that i miss looks like that sunset glow thus i feel sadder

oh baby baby please don't forget about all of past times, memories we shared

i will run to you anytime if you call me silently with your eyes closed

every day, every night i need you

i won't be able to see your beautiful visage anymore

but i have no regret, just burn bright so i can just gaze at you

 the sun rises, the sun sets, i become saddened by the sunset glow

the moon rises, the moon sets, i become dull too, as time passes by