Shah Ikh Zai.

hahahaha yeah right my comeback huh?

hmm its been so long since my last post. almost a year already.

and lots lots lots of things happen within all this time.

good stuff and bad stuff.

bad things never gone for good huh.

im going through a major heartbreak rite now.

i just lose my bestfriends.

thats what happen when friendship turn into relationship.

i thought it would be different.

i thought we would be different.

i thought he would be different.

i thought we would have chance at happiness.

i thought i would have chance at happiness.

from stranger to friend become bestfriend

and now back to stranger.

and here i am, 

shattered and crushed.

to pieces.

watching him,

my ex-besfriend.

DAMNATION.

DAMN DAMN DAMN.
guess what, my laptop jammed! urghhhh, *tension building up
and now i have to turn on my old laptop that took like 30 hours to start up.
again, DAMNATION.

i dont know whether my mum will get it fixed or not, she's being meanie this lately, dont know why.
and i have to wait another 30 hours just to connect to internet and more of my precious 30 hours just to open new page and so on. *tension buildiing up oh my guddy*

cant wait to get a new phone omg omg omg and this nightmare will be over.
just so u know my current phone is not a smartphone so i cant use it to browse internet. yes it can but like this laptop, its so freaking slow, annoying and so not easy to use!

yeah yeah yeah whatever, i want to talk about school. like duhhh? lately i dont feel like going to school. and ya know what, my final exam just next friday. hah, what a lazy ass i am yeah i know hahahaha.

lalala, boys? not around this lately, hahaha. well there are boys but not my boys to talk about hehehhee :D MAFP , well i missed him. hhaa nuts. yeah i missed him. but there nothing i can do about it, he's like, he's not reachable. i guess thats it. haha *sad laugh*

ouh btw, just so you know MAFP just looks like Dongwoon from beast. and did you know what i do when i missed him? i google for dongwoon's picture. omg IM SO PATHETIC. haha laugh all you want, fine isk isk *sob sob ;((

now to fill up my time, i learn guitar and mandarin. weird cuz i still got time to sit front of laptop, ya know why? cuz i didnt study! hah! i shouldve done my homework and exercise, practise my piano and guitar, rehearsing my mandarin. i did all that except the studying part. so here am i waste hours of my time front of my old slower than snail laptop.

gosh, thats all for now before i jam this laptop and got nothing to sit front and waste my time. hehehe. well i love wasting my time front of laptop though :P byeee you allsssss


xoxo, AQ.

awww so cute ♥

too cuteeee and so sugaryyy, yet funny! hikhik  ♥

guess what? i met MNFH today 0___0

okay act today is my open house day. so i invite some of my friends. and i did invite MNFH. and he came! i never thougth he will come! OMG.

last monday he texted me. he said we should hang out again in future. i was like, duh? seriously? i know la you girlfie going to PLKN. like do you really have to do this. im like, errr okay, and he said he want to see me. then i said come to my house this saturday im having open house day.

so today he did came. and my reaction is. im blurrrr and dont know what to do. speechless also, yes. errrrrr what im gonna do. soon after he left, he texted me. aiyaaa. im scared! i dont want to meet him anymore cuz i might fall for him!! seriously this is shit. i hate this. i even have intend to change my number just to avoid him but eyka prevent me to. this is bad.

urghhhh whatever, im going to avoid him as long as i can.
MNFH, somehow i hope u dont exist.

sincerely, AQ.

AQ story for today!

holla :D

oke straight to the point, my last post i said i'll update any news about MAFP right?

oke here i am to annouce, im no longer have a crush. for the time being. of course. hahahha XD why? cuz i dont thinked i need one right now. im enjoying my life, not interested in anyone. yet. hahaha. and of course i'll update again about my new crush in future. or mayb new bf perhaps. hahaha.

okeokeoke what now eh. hmmm. let talk about danny, he currently going out with a singh girl. poor that girl. she know nothing about danny. urghhh danny, seriously one day im gonna sit down and watch karma fuck you up right in your face. playing with girls' heart. you're scumbag =,=

oke lets move on to MNFH. recently i just followed her gf on her twitter and blog. god seriously, that girl is freaking love him so much! how could he cheat on her. my god these guy are killing me! apak kaw tak ajar ke telo kaw tu jaga pompuan bebaek, reti maen kn pompuan je lebih. bodoh, baek hangpa g potong telo hangpa bg ikan mkn. ntah ikan pun ta nk, jgn kata ikan, anjink babi pun belum tentu nk. bodoh bodoh bodoh. kesian anis okay! you guys have been in serious relationship like 3years something right. but how could you do that to her. poor anis. firstly with me. then with nadhira. omg. fuck you grol. mls aku nk censored dah. kaw tak layak lngsung tok pompuan sebaek anis. not at all. anis if you reading this, sorry to say, you should dump grol. he dont deserve you. 

girls, one day you'll find your true prince charming and he'll treat you like a princess! wait for the right guy and dont give up on yourself too easily. 

one of the reason im not so desperate for boys or into my crush to much cause i think im still too young for a serious relationship. when its the right time, insyaAllah the right guy will come and he'll be my halal prince charming <3

so to muslim, jagalah kehormatan anda :) hanya yg layak atas hubungan yg sah untuk sesuatu yg halal :)

*i like the word halal prince charming, its cute! i got it from somewhere. hihihi.

ps;sorry if there any typo error, its dark here i cant see my keyboard clearly :P

love, AQ